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iNjAy 30, Female, Texas, USA - 7 entries

Oct 2006
12:54 PM EDT

Well...I belive in God, and I belive that he grants your prayers, but you should already have the serenity to accept the things that you cannot change or else your won't notice the things that you can.

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dave 50, Male, Arizona, USA - 14 entries

Oct 2006
10:47 PM EDT

Today, not too bad I got to spend good time with the kids and no conclict with my ex. Lisa got upset at me today for texting on my phone with the ex and not paying attention to my step son. I see her point, I knew at the time that I should be concentrating on Ty but I guess I just get upset in the wrong ways for small things that I know I can't change. I was upset that she didn't show at the park with us to hang out with kids after TYLER asked all of us to go. I really saw a big sigficants in that what Tyler wanted and I really wanted him to see that everything could and will run smooth. I hurts me to know that ty is having a rough time over all of this and doesn't know how to express it. I love him and Kitty so much I hate to see them have to go through all the crap Daleen and I go through. Kitty wont remember too much but Tyler see and hears everything. More Daleen than I but we need to realize more what we do and say either to eachother or to others. Damn I wish this crap would get over with. I am ready to move on. Why is it so hard!

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sublettt30 71, Female, Texas, USA - 66 entries

Oct 2006
10:38 AM EDT

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shejustloves 50, Female, Minnesota, USA - 24 entries

Oct 2006
8:21 AM CST

My nerves did not go unfounded. My husband did drink thought out the week and a half that he was not suppossed to. Bring back a sperm count this morning of .1 million. Last time was 2.8 million for comparison value. I am heart broken. Lost and alone. How could you do that to someone? How could you do that to someone that you LOVE? The fertility department will not do another insemenation with counts that low nor would it be worth it at this point. Can our marriage survive this? Can I find the strength to wake up childless every morning look at him knowing he's the reason and not hate him. My heart is in a million pieces today.

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nijusei 40, Female, Idaho, USA - First entry!

Oct 2006
9:55 AM EDT

Wow! I finally made a Gaia account! This is pretty rad...and different to. Like my anime chick? I think she's awesome! Anyway, about myself: I'm a college student and I'm getting married in 38 days and for a Halloween Dance last night, I dressed up as Mereoko from Full Moon! And I got one of my friends to dress up as Takuto! And we met another anime-attired girl too! Check out the photo!

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WOOHOO 50, Male, Georgia, USA - First entry!

Oct 2006
8:12 PM EDT

I am new never done this b4 and my profile's all wrong.. testing it out

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gunsnroses 33, Female, Greece - 16 entries

Oct 2006
6:22 AM EDT

i know it's not enough to love you. sometimes its so wrong

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Mzmoss03987 33, Female, Ohio, USA - 6 entries

Oct 2006
5:17 PM EDT

Hi guys I have a new crush. Hes cute and all but i don't know if i should cuz someone else likes him. Someone close to me. But i still like him but i still do. Some on another subject my life is okay except of my grade in English. I have an.... D or C but i hope i get these test signed so i can get at least a C+ or a B. The other these other girls were fightin @ the buis stop. I won't say who but it was really funny. I was not ther for all of it but most of it. Pullin hairs and fist flying.I was crackin up. But im okay and i was kinda mad. my cousin was in it but it still was funny. I can't lie. WEll gotta go. Talk i mean type 2 ya anotha day. Bye.

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Jane 58, Female, Ohio, USA - 50 entries

Oct 2006
4:48 AM EDT

Okay, I made it thru my last night at the Microtel!!! On Sat morning I once again headed to the temp agency to check in and then headed off to work at the track. Work started the same as Friday arrive at the track at 11 am and start setting up you suite. Today I had to have a full service bar with beer, wine and mix drinks so they assigned a bartender to my suite. Aaron a 21 year old college student was my bartender. He had never been a bartender but he was a sharp kid and caught on fast. We had a good time working together. Today we had a full house of about 65 people so we were hustling most of the day. We did not have quite as much time to watch the race today. Overall it was still a fun day. It also turned out to be a very profitable weekend as our group was genereous with their tipping. After the race was over and Aaron and I cleaned up the suite we left the track. The traffic from the race was absolutely crazy. It took me almost an hour to get a shuttle to get to my car. Then I had to jump into the traffic on the road. About 1 am I was finally cruising north on the interstate. I was going to try and drive as far out of town as I could. Well I only made it until about 2 am and I pulled into a rest stop and hopped in the back seat for a little nap. The rest stop was filled with other people with the same idea. J

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Miss1 46, Female, Kentucky, USA - 13 entries

Oct 2006
4:47 AM EDT

So I think I'm going insane! My mind and soul are so torn. How do you get out of something like this? How does it end? Without committing suicide of course, because although I feel like it gets no better, I desperately want to live. To get on a little different subject...I met a cute guy at work. He works in maintenance but the thing is...he's foreign. You know that may same insignificant to most but I've never really had any kind of experience with any race but my own. The thing is...I am really feeling this guy. He is so sweet and sooo sexy. The other thing is that we both are in relationships where we live with our mates. And I have a little girl with my guy and he has a little girl with his girl. Point is...we both have families that could possibly be broken up if anything was to happen. I just tell myself, noone has to know, right? He says he is feeling me too. In fact, he initiated the little flirting thing we got going on. So the other day he asked for my #. I said, well what about his gf he says "you live with your bf and I live with my gf but we can still be friends, right? I said yes and gave him my number. Was that wrong? I don't know what to do here but we are both unhappy in our relationships at home. I still no it's fucked up to do the others involved like that but I haven't felt this good in a very long time. Actually, I can't even remember the last time I felt this good in a long time. And that's the real fucked up part, because we haven't kissed or had any sexual contact yet. He just makes me feel so free and pretty with just his words and looks. It's amazing. But in the back of my mind, I can't help but to think it's a bad idea. But don't I deserve to feel free too? Please help because I am so tired of feeling the world is crushing me from the inside out!!!!Until then....

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